Heaven....

Saturday, September 30, 2006

:: tonight... ::

tonight went to yu ting's birthday bbq.. and sorry gal.. left so early... anyway... happy birthday... and i had lots of fun there.. its real nice seeing back my old classmates.. and having fun with them... yup yupz...its real nice laughing with them again... such a long time since we last met anyway.. hehe... and probably for some changes here and there... everyone is about the same... yup yup...

~loving 4e4 (2004) lotz...

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9/30/2006 12:52:00 AM
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

:: my home expedition? ::

hmm.... staying at home for almost whole hol.. except for the times that i went out larz.. anyway.. will be staying at home today till at nite( where i will be going out.. with my friendz... ) yup yupz.. i am so bored.. and just now was talking on the phone with maz and stingray till the phone line went dead.. ( i think maz hp low batt.. so ya... )

hmm.. been taking care of my bro every now and then... yup yupz.. any "babysitter" wanna to help me take over? blehz...

zzz...zzz...zzzz....

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9/28/2006 03:51:00 PM
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Monday, September 25, 2006

:: zzz... ::

woke up at say 6 plus am to go to the temple to pray.. yup yupz.. and return home to take a short nap... woke up at 11.30... just enough time to call maz and ask what time they are meeting... yup yupz... then went to meet them.. went cycling and i think i am accident prone.. coz i nearly bang against the pillar.. nearly fell over the grass... for some reason.. i think due to my bag sling.. i break so sudden that i nearly fell and etc etc... and for some reason, part of me loves stingray.. part of me doesn't.. the part in which i love her is that she said that i look slimmer.. though i think it is coz i wore the black shirt and a dark blue shorts that make her think that way.. but she and maz way of thinking is coz i kanna abused.. that's why look slimmer.. ya... i kanna "abused" by someone lor... "steal" the TUNA bread from me... blehz.. ( actually it is that person's tuna bread lar) ( if u know what i mean.. dunno.. then well... never mind.. talking crap) part of me which does not love her is that she bully me!! blehz... anyway, other than the fact that i have quite a no. of "accidents" here and there... the cycling was fun... yup yupz... blehz.. and i am not surprised that anytime from now.. i am going to fall asleep... blehz...

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9/25/2006 04:40:00 PM
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Saturday, September 23, 2006

:: ... ::

i am bored... supposed to pack my room one.. but pack till halfway and i lazy to continue packing le.... supposed to get ready to meet janice later but i think i am too lazy to do anything... sigh.. my friendz ma... hmm... working de working... watch tv de watch tv... go out de go out... sleeping de sleeping.. studying de studying... haiz... for once... how i hope sch can reopen faster... then at least i will not be bored...

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9/23/2006 05:36:00 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006

:: to stingray... ::

read stingray's blog just now.. and just wanna 2 tell u this...

well... if the best friend u are refering to is me... hehe... i did not delete ur testimonial... at least not yet.. gagaz... accepted it already.. sorry lor.. u must understand that sometimes my email is like me like that... so slow.. so ya... by the time i saw the mail that u have send testimonial over.. and by the time i went to friendster to accept it... well... maybe a few days have passed le.... never mind... if i accidently reject.. then u type one all over again lorz... hahaz.... :P

then for ur sept 19 entry... well.. those days are memorable... go back there one day kz? and i dun mind going back to damai for once again.. who ask teh teachers run off so early on teachers' day... so early taht i did not get to see mdm lubna and mdm siti... well.. i dun care.. i wanna 2 go back one day.. haha... i dun mind just the two of us going back.. in fact... i just hope that the two of us are going back only... blehz... then after that.. can go and play my swing... and also my fav. place to be.. the reservoir... remember the days in which we sat down there.. and also wonder if we can ever get to study in TP? well... also remember the hall.. where we will go to the back stage and u will play ur piano? and hey.. speaking of which.. i have not get teh chance to play the hopscrotch ( jia lat.. dunno how to spell... )

as for my another fav. place to be.. cycling.. i also dun care... one day.. i wanna 2 go out with u all again.. just the three or four of us ( actually 3 to be exact coz haz is usually the one missing in action for the cycling one..) and i also like to walk along the sand... p.s the song is elmo's world... lalalala-lalalala elmo's world!!! hahaz... and i also recall the times in which whenever we "quarrelled" over that song lyrics.. maz will always be in teh middle? and actually.. i am not surprised that she will really leave the both of us there to "quarrel" over the song lyrics while she cycle away fast.. pretending taht she dunno us.. hahaz...

well... last time when we quarrelled... it was between the two of us.. but as time passes... our quarrel no longer just affects the both of us.. but the rest too... so for all i know.. our quarrel might involve 6 ppl ( know why is it 6? coz my side.. there is also joy and gz.. ) including us.. and honestly speaking... i dun really like it.. dunno... ( sorry frenz... no offence... ) but i prefer that we settle it between ourselves.. and somehow... it might be less complicated... dunno for u... but for me.. the more the rest advice... the higher is the chance of me not wanting to deal with this stuff...

anyway.. what is over is over.. if u wanna 2 solve the past prob with me.. well... i am available on my hp.. dun call my house after 9 plus, 10 hor.. or i think u will know the consequence? :P hehe... but if u dun want.. then just leave the bad memories behind us... and keep the wonderful memories in our hearts...

as for the time spend.. well.. i still mean what i say... friend are more important than bf... ( or maybe otherwise?) but currently... it is friends first... anyway, it dun really make much sense that my world only evolves round one person.. so if that person disappear le.. wun my world be super empty? i will never wanna to risk the chance of getting depression just coz my whole world collaspe... blehz... anyway, it is not as if i spend every single moment with him.. blehz... just give me the date and ya.. i will try to make myself available... so dun worry okiez?

p.s wanna to clarify smething... i got bang the phone huh? oh... ok... i kinda forgot... only remember taht i always shout over the phone :P.. not bang??? hmmm....

P.S for those who are reading this.. well.. i am fine.. and from what i have known... we did not quarrel... no worries... (unless stingray happen to declare a "cold war" which i have not known yet? but i dun think so, right gal?) blehz...

lastly, miss ya!

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9/21/2006 04:18:00 PM
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:: taken entirely from stingray blog... ::

"la la la la, la la la la, elmos' song" wow miss this song LOADS!recalling the times, where maz, starfish n me went cyclin, n starfish n me arguin wif each other, if it's elmo's SONG, or elmo's WORLD, n shouting as we cycling singing the song, till now, i still tink it's elmo's song, haha! cycling, starfish n me loved east coast park ever since after o levels, we frequent there at the very beginin of last yr, no matter when we quarrelled, when im feelin down or when she's feeling down, or both of us were feelin up! we would go there! picked seashells, n remembered tht indian guy whom picked shells for us? scared us outta our wits realli =)while the memories starts to flow back, damai's swing near tht sheng siong is also our favourite place to go, the reservoir is a recommended place to go after gettin ur o results, gd or bad, but don get on the negative side n do somethin silly or foolish there lah, yupx....whenever we quarrelled, frens givin me advice would always say tht, "though u all may seemed close to each other, but u two don really understand each other" well, this might b true,but our frenship nv got defeated.. best frens in the world don haf to understand every part of u.true enuf, after knowin my bestest or closest fren for nearly the 6th yr being attached, i got upset, time spent together was not enuf for us even when she was single, let alone havin a bf, she would haf time to spend wif me, i started to drift from her, yupx, the farther the better, the best is don distract me while the exams are still on.... selfish i might seemed to be, but who isnt selfish, i also need companion, some very close frens whom i can find whenver i am down..... but problem between us does not seemed to get any better, wif four of us gettin hurt in the process...i began to talk to her ytd, as we spoke to each other, problems were not dug up to be resolved, nor did we get up wif childish acts and start quarrellin, shoutin, or bangin each other's phone, instead, we talked as if we were new frens, yupx, perhaps startin anew might be a better choice... relaxed and rejoiced kinda feelin, it is heavenly great!

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9/21/2006 04:10:00 PM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

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had been quite some time since i updated/// maybe coz i am lazy ba... but mostly is coz nothing much to update lorz.. life is as usual... to me... hols is mostly all about sleeping and eating.. and probably hanging out with friendz( but now probably lesser le... coz some working and etc etc... and also that coz my mum is taking up a part time job now.. for two months only... i have to stay at home to look after my bro... so ya... ) but anyway, the last time i went out with my friendz was like... last week wed or thurs? well... one thing that i gathered from the outing with my friendz is that avoid going to suntec... we had to spend such a long time finding the door b4 we are able to get into suntec lorz.... haiz.. all becoz of the IMF... well....

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9/17/2006 10:44:00 PM
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Saturday, September 09, 2006

:: .... ::

just came back from the bsc sub com camp.. quite ok ba? except that for the nightwalk, i screamed AGAIN though it is almost like the same as the one which i had in my SL camp... blehz... then for at night... hmmm.... did not really sleep well larz... though i did manage to sleep for a while later... :) then after the camp, went to tampines, long johns to eat with my poly friendz.. and then went home with how yee followed by gz to entertain me... thankz.... :)

managed to wake up at 12 something today? though did wake up for a while to send one sms and sleep back again... come to think of it, i dun even know if i have send it to the right sms to the person... hehez... hahaz.... but i swear.. i did not set the alarm clock... yupz yupz.. just happened to wake up coz the sunlight streamed into my room... yup yupz...

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9/09/2006 03:53:00 PM
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